Its going to be a slow and lonely two days if I don't see my beloved. Lol...yeah...I know...only two days, but for me that is a long time. Even right now when I think of his face, that cute beautiful face, I just feel sad. O well. If I'm an emotional pancake on Wednesday my dearest just know that there's a good reason for it. I'll just pounce on you or something. Absence makes the heart grown fonder.

I am also on the verge of trying to find another job right now. Last Saturday I was so stressed out at work that I felt like crying again and for a period I was crying. It honestly isn't worth the stress and I was highly considering quitting right there and then, but good sense came back into my mind on Sunday since that day went better. I just got to search and try not to let my job worry me, because it honestly isn't my fault if something doesn't go right. I do my job very well and throughrally, but its because of the managers mistakes and slackers that things fall out of place. Even though the economy is hard, I will get a new job even if it might take a while. I have confidence at least if anything.