All of a sudden I am feeling different. I was so upset about my old friend for a long time and I had no hope, no light, no life within me. The reason why was because I really cared for him and it was more than just that he was there when I needed him the most, it was because he was kind, fun, and sweet and I remember so many moments with him. I didn't just need him, I wanted him to be around. I prayed the night before he left because I knew something was wrong and I prayed for him to be alright. Years later I found out that things went and still were wrong. I cried, I ached, and I began to not be able to stand it anymore so I tore through everything, including myself. I sent insulting messages to him. How many I don't know. Then just one day Corey added me as a friend on Facebook and I wondered why all of a sudden. I tried to push him away because I wanted to tare away the hurt for good, but everything still was hurting. Then there was a phone call and I finally told him what was going on. He kept on adding me to his Facebook because there was a change and a realization. My friend was alive...he was alive! I feel different because I feel friendly, light hearted, and anything bad that has been happening of late has bounced right off of me. Something that was dead inside of me was all of a sudden alive...